There’s something so satisfying about watching my past go up in ashes and smoke

Keywords: blog , ghosting , haunting , life , mental health , moving on , relationships

I’m not sure if I’m the only one, but I have this thing that if I know there are traces of someone who is no longer in my life sprinkled around my personal space – even if these things are hidden out of sight – I pick up on that energy & it’s unsettling for me. It feels as though I haven’t fully let go of someone even if I’m past the point of moving on. So, my solution was to put all of these mementos in box or bag, wait for the perfect evening for a bonfire, and burn it all!

https://kaitlynalexiso.wordpress.com/2024/10/18/ghosting-other-spooky-stuff

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As I write this, I still have that glimmer of hope

Keywords: Playlist , Dear M , Already Gone , Kelly Clarkson

I still love you. I love you enough to not want to hurt you more than I have to. I’d rather have you think of me as a villain, as a dodged bullet. At this moment, I want you to hate me so much, because even though I know it’ll probably hurt you to not have me in your life anymore, thinking of me as evil will make it easier for you to move on. Hate comes easy. Hate is simple. You’ll hate me, you’ll learn your lessons, and you’ll get on with your life.

https://xgetsoverherex.wordpress.com/2022/02/23/2022-02-23-i-want-to-make-you-hate-me-because-hope-is-taunting