There’s a strong suggestion in anonymous programs that says members should avoid dating during their first year of sobriety. It’s there for good reasons. Your brain isn’t completely healed. You’re not used to living a sober life. In case you do develop feelings for someone, there’s the chance the relationship fails. If that happens, you’re more than likely to go back to your old vice(s).
I broke that rule.
For the past month, I’ve been seeing a very kind woman from just across the Delaware. I like her. And she likes me. Everything was going smoothly. But, I had to end it. And I did it not even 20 minutes ago. I have many reasons for doing so, but a big part of it was the fact that I haven’t a fucking clue how to operate in a romantic relationship. My last relationship was with my former fiancée. And that…
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